S​.​A​.​D.

from HEATHENS by Chelsea Jones

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rain is falling and I wonder what you are missing
and I'm thinking of a person
who is lonely, who is all I need

these plants are growing, but they will die soon with the winter, with the coldness
don't you know December is the time for staying inside with your white lines pretending it's alright

I've got an expired prescription maybe we can go and fill it at the candy store where Christmas tells us something exciting's about to happen

but around this time three years ago I watched you fade away with oxycontin and tubes in your arms I hope you didn't see me cry

and it's been this way for so long

I've got my poems and my Chopin pieces let's build a fort and talk about how death is so close and so far
even if you don't understand I definitely don't understand
and if you want to talk about something else that's ok too
and I've been thinking about how the world's so fucking big and the universe is even bigger and that is really scary and most the time I don't want to be a part of either
and I remember all those family and friends who told me if I kept living that way I'd end up dead well maybe I will anyhow

and when these pills run through my veins
and when this knife runs through my veins
I hope that you feel something cuz the point of that shit is to not

and it's been this way for so long

rain is falling and it will always keep falling
and I'm thinking of a person
who is lonely, who is all I need

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from HEATHENS, released March 30, 2015

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